Oh my fucking god … getting moaned at for not turning up to my sister and nephews ‘Thanks Giving’ .. and grandads birthday, when I had no idea about them … Told mum last night i was going to Chaz’s and that i wont be home until tomorow, that was when she should have said, oh we have this tomorow, but NO! she just wanted me to go so i missed it so that everyone has yet even more fucking reason to hate me … thanks mum you fucking stupid bitch!
Has this ever happened to you? Do you ever feel like the world is against you for some reason you cant quite understand, is it because Im always online??? is it because they don’t want me to be happy … do they just enjoy revelling in their own misery and love tormenting me with there judgement and hatred of what i do in my own time … why is it i can never do anything right … why is it what i want and what i do is never the right thing . yet when they purposely leave out relevant information which could have left out this entire endeavour that they are not in the wrong and its my fault. WHY IS MY LIFE SO FUCKING SHIT WHEN I’M NOT AT THE COMPUTER … it shouldn’t be this way, it really shouldn’t … I hate my life when I’m away form the internet and that isn’t right, I should be enjoying life but I cant because everything i do is fucking wrong…OMFG I JUST WANT TO KILL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!!!
